it is a sin?
is it a sin to forget about reality and cling on to what you want to see? it shouldn’t be.. why? cause i already know its wrong yet the feeling of living outside your life seem to be much brighter than where you are right now. the fact that your ignoring facts to create this fantansy is already wrong to the people who are involved. its unfair. its injustice. yet you keep on clinging to what is wrong to create hope in you, hope that you wont face the dilemmas and uncertainty. making decisions based on these are not efficient enough. its more like LOVE. how you love a person and how this person love you back. the guilt of failing to give what is meant, the catastrophes brought by dilemmas, it piles up one after the other. til you are full. its more like LIFE. there are really just some people who are around just to see you failed, hurt, tormented and more. it kills you to know that their better, stronger and more stable than you are. but with a hope thin as a LINE it brings you back to where you started. back to reality where possibilities never end.
