i see me here taking my path.. a blur of friends whose fading in an instant.. what do i have? only you.. and me.. each day im heading for destruction.. my lungs are killing me just to able breathe..
just recently i’d walked on stage.. on the stage i hope i could see you.. i was hoping.. but still you never came..
may god have al the glory..
stare myself in a blank
caught myself to realize
the hurt goin on for times
i wondered why did i made myself
how did i take hold of myself
it was him.. i wasn’t always protecting myself
i didnt take good care of what he has given me
i did bad… but he still trusted me..
a risk i wish he didnt take, but same time grateful
im a disease to myself, and myself kills me…
hurting one another… an injury, a damage…
living like a dummy
has no sense at all
did that, done that..
but lost in my views
perverted it may seem
the anger has gotten to me
who am i
where was i
i want to go back
i dont want to think
stressed… much stress..
thoughts came over me
haunting me
killing me
proving me how people are
selfish.. for their own sake.
competition around me..
cant we be just be friends?
but this is what we do..
we live to compete..
i dont want to compete..
i want to stay home
have a hug..
a hug that secures me..
a hug that seeks me..
live reality that what i do
but i cant
i want to be sure who are my friends are
cursed at friends for they easily let go
only few remained, thats the people i didnt expect them to..
messed up…
i need to be more focused on things..haha! more motivation to start the year right! learn to live life in simple ways.. its easy to let go of a dream but its hard not to hope for it…labo ko.. here’s my labo thoughts… hahahaha…. gets?! whahahah….
