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have you seen somebody for the first time so unique? i had seen one.. that one face who laughs while he is scoring infront in the AVR.. that one face, i can’t seem to forget after that moment. a year passed after seeing that face, he always seems so happy and i liked that. He’s face so familiar that my eyes kept looking for him, every time i get to sit in the gazebo, i see his smile under the canopy.. i just wonder why i always see him so happy. my mind fell for him, i want to see happy people, i guess.. he’s like my idea of a guy.. not perfect but just right. a human with imperfections. not the ideal man though.. but knowing him would be another thing, i want to know him but im scared.. i dont know why.. maybe it because he really likes someone, and he wants her.. wherein i definitely know what im gonna end up with… a sad heart.. with a wall… on a boat … in the lake of … -nowhere-

I know you out there baby
So where?

There’s someone out there for me…
I know she’s waiting so patiently
Can you tell me her name?
This life long search is gonna drive me insane

How does she laugh, how does she cry,
What’s the color of her eyes,
Does she even realize I’m here?….

Where is she?
Where is she?
Where is she?
Where is this beautiful girl?

Who is she?
Who is she?
Who’s gonna complete my world?

Where is she?
Where is she?
Where is this beautiful girl?

Who is she?
Who is she?
Who’s gonna complete my world?

I’m starin out at the sky…
Prayin’ that he will walk in my life
Where is the man of my dreams?
Yeah…
I’d wait forever, how silly it seems

How does he laugh, how does he cry,
What’s the color of his eyes,
Does he even realize I’m here?….

Where is he?
Where is he?
Where is he?
Where is this beautiful guy?

Who is he?
Who is he?
Who’s gonna take me so high?

Where is he?
Where is he?
Where is this beautiful guy?

Who is he?
Who is he?
Who’s gonna take me so high?

WHERE IS HE?

should i cry till i have shed my last tear for you…

should i sleep endlessly till i dream of you…

should i run continuousLy till i find you…

should i die just to be with you…..

see just how you drive me mad…

where are you?

It was a sad and quiet night, with words as my shade, I wrote this poem to you, hoping that the pain would fade. Hoping that the pain would fade, the pain I feel in me, as each day passes by, the time might set me free. It was a sad and quiet night, when I faced the hardest part, cause I was all by myself, with a broken heart. It was a sad and quiet night, with my head in hand, when I learned to accept, and how to understand. Now I do understand, that reality is pain, which brought me tears, and left me in the rain. It was a sad and quiet night, as my dreams went through, I realize my mistake, it was wrong to love you